I read this book because mental illness has touched my life before and I wanted to try to get a better understanding of bipolar disorder and those who suffer from it. Before reading this book, I thought bipolar simply meant being depressed sometimes, and then quickly having "high" moods. I was entirely wrong.
The author of this book actually didn't seem to experience depression too often. Instead, she was gripped by madness and bouts of mania. It wasn't a high mood like I thought, but basically insanity, not knowing who you were, what you were capable of, etc. There was hospital stay after drugged up hospital stay.
Some pages were hard to read because sentences lasted nearly the whole page. I can only imagine if it was that hard to read it, how it feels to
think that way all of the time. I really hoped for a happy ending, but as I neared the end of the book I realized that truly wasn't possible since the disorder was managed but never cured, and the next bout of madness could easily be around the next corner.
At first I wanted to read her previous memoir about her eating disorder, but now I am not sure that I do since I know what happens "after" and it is not a happy ending, or an end to the eating disorder. I feel for the author and truly, anyone who has suffered with this disorder.
3 stars